in the search

some people love the idea of falling or being in love
....just maybe i'm one of those lol
not so much the falling in love (though that's good too) but also the whole idea of a new beginning, starting fresh, seeing all sorts of possibilities open up instead of doors closing in on you
Ayeshah is off to uni.. and im envious. a new school, new people to meet, new things to learn
whereas I'm still plodding on with my dissertation (presently on the road to nowhere)
but then i also think that it is a new time for me too
I don't know where I'll be in the next few months or even year!
I don't know what i'll be doing, whether I'll be happy or freaking depressed...
though i think if i am in love wth the idea of new beginnings i'll probly be atleast trying to make the most of my situation
really.. its quite exciting... and scary
this year has been such an adventure n I'm still looking for more and getting out of that comfort zone
=)
I do wonder though.. if me being in love with the idea of such things will make me search forever for more new beginnings.. not knowing when to stop searching, never finishing what i started properly..
oh well we'll c..
c'est la vie.. lol