Cost of bravery

note to self: you don't always have to be brave =p




I don't really know what to say... i got a haircut.
does the fact that I haven't put up a pic mean something?

It's one of those situations where you sort of knew what you wanted, and when you get it you're not sure if you should've gone for it. There I was, in the chair, given a choice between being conventional and taking a risk. Any girl will understand that 'the chair' and 'the choice' can mean life or death (social that is) and 'the choice' shouldn't be taken lightly. if not, things can quickly become a nightmare. Everyone fears coming out of that chair with regret and with no option but to cry and wear a hat. I have the same fear. But I'm the sort of person who, when someone says don't go for it, I do. Just for the hell of it (except for shaving my head, its not worth the grief I'd get). I'm also not one to keep my hair the same way as it was before just because it's the best way to do it. Convention and boring be damned. I wanted something new and I got it..=S
However, I was strangely calm. Giovanni, my hairstylist, was nice. Didn't chat too much but enough. Gave me his opinion, I gave mine. And then we got down to the business, me only slightly quaking in my boots. There were harrowing moments, but in the end I came out of the ordeal relatively unscathed. Anyway, I've got it out of my system now; no longer will I wonder what I would look like with bangs and can cross that off my To-do list (it had been there for awhile and was really bugging me actually). Not sure if I love it or hate it yet.

Can i pull it off? Will my already fragile ego and self-esteem hold up against criticism? Did being brave pay off?
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Maybe. Possibly. Either way I have to live with it 'til it grows out. Not taking crap from anyone. =p I'm brave and I don't have to be, but I am. The costs this time are debatable, but I'd rather be brave than boring.
China doll cute/Japanese quirky comin' Brunei's way next week.. watch out!

I don't feel like 'Didi' though..... haha