what's the deal..?

aah... its back to sleepless nights, and sleep-filled days..
feels good...
....nah, not really... but what the hey... gotta make the best of things..
least i re-joined the gym today hehe.. hardcore kickboxing classes here i come! attackers and harrassers beware!

was thinking 'bout how loads of people have been saying i've changed...
How i'm not scared anymore,
Commentin on my different taste in music and new un-fussy(ish) attitude towards food
How i seem to be having fun for the very first time.. (=S, this was a mystery, i mean cmon.. anyone could c i know how to party rite.. =p haha )

so why the change..?
well.. hmm..
i made a conscious decision to just have fun, and since then i've been having fun, go figure haha
I got fed up with the pragmatic routines of life...which everyone kept telling me i kept worrying far too much about
and decided that it's my responsibility to make sure that i enjoy this transient experience of innocence (>_0) and joy that is my twenties while i still can =p haha
and honestly, what is there to be scared of?? really, reflecting on it, what can my parents do to me?
it's been a real eye-opener haha.. and the rest of the year is set to be... pretty AWESOME!
everybody better cooperate with my vision..who's with me?!?!? *say yeaaaa*
get ready to paarttaayyyy this summer!

self psycho-analysis is fun.. shoulda taken psychology..
ok.. lower back is killin me.. gtg =D