right now...

If i close my eyes and use every ounce of willpower i have to disregard all sensory input i could conceivably think i'm at the beach

I can hear clearly the rhythmic crash and thunder of the waves breaking against the shore
the brightness of the sun penetrating my eyelids

.....


except... thats not waves breaking, its the muffled sound of the howling wind outside
the ebb and flow distinctly different from any wave.. intermittent in strength and timing
there are clear skies for once and sun... though i hesitate to say sunshine
and instead of basking in any kind of warmth i'm freezing my ass off... god knows what's happened to the heating...never mind the fact that it's supposed to be spring.. dunno how i've managed to survive 3 winters here.

i long for my duvet... but will have to do with my scarf/shawl for now
*at work*

-1:49pm-
just discovered the fact that the heating was not on... no wonder .. jeez...