in the spirit of randomness

there's a reason why gymfreaks are called freaks
spending hours at the gym, looking at themselves in the mirror any chance they get
not only are they massively vain, its just downright weird
sure we all want to look good nowadays but these people are just too much =p


and application forms clearly are designed to discourage people from attempting them at all
the hassle they cause and the effort it takes might not be worth the job offer.....
maybe...
but i guess unlikely considering the current financial climate...
on the other hand, considering that, this might be a master plan for companies who want to make it seem like they are hiring and that things are improving while discouraging people from attempting to apply thus not hiring anyone and end up not having to shell out the dough
hmm.. mixing the critical with the cynical today... =p

oh and fat girls should never wear bright pink tights....
and leopard bags mixed with bangle overkill, highlighted hair, done up to the nines makeup, nose stud, sparkly eyelashes and shoes just scream ho. just sayin.

damn my woefully massive inferiority complex
i think it comes with twin territory.. all that comparison can't be good for a person
and when it extends to other siblings it just gets worse

at what point is my character no longer coming from me but from other people's perceptions of me? it surely is a 2-way dialogue of negotiation, and while that pisses me off its unavoidable.
how much of me is the way it is because i want other people to think that of me... etc

god it just makes me want to be a hermit

on the inside and outside at the same time. bleh. like im not really there.

if i had a superpower.. i'd be invisible girl. and like all superheroes, it wouldn't hv been my choice.

slim philosophy

my gym philosophy can be summed up in the following few words:

I REFUSE to be the chubby one.

gymming commences this weekend.

God help me.

the impossibility of the possible

People say anything's possible...

Yet people choose how they see life - the possible or the impossible, the positive or the negative.
but there's always a grey area.
sometimes, its in the impossible that you find reality
and what you think is possible is only a delusion.
Once you open your eyes to the impossible, do u continue to hope in the infinite possibilities that hold a happy ending in each one?
Or cut your losses and let reality take hold?

Sometimes, reality isn't all that.