Breathe

"can't forget to breathe slow
count fr 1 - 10 with my eyes closed
take it in and gain composure"

it was an emotional end to the (last) week
to cap it, it was the dreaded Valentine's day..
-reversion-
I cried
but not for the reasons you would think
my daydreams took on a life of their own
It's eased part of the feeling of regret that i was beginning to think would stay with me forever
-cathartic-
is it right to ask forgiveness from someone who you have done wrong?
can i forgive myself...?

the sadness remains but in a slightly different form
PMS doesn't help =p
but so far this weekend has proceeded quite well.. a few annoyances here and there...

i wonder if the roots that i have grown have reached their limit n will grow no longer
is my soul set?
are they so intertwined that i will never be able to find my pure self without the other?

nyeh.. i have other immediate concerns to think about..
(like dissertation)
=p