need to bury the castle

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic

- brick by boring brick - Paramore

thats how i feel..
only the fairy tale is just a mockery of the reality that i live in
and nightmares intrude too often
too far but too close...
i live in paradoxes.

deceived myself into lies which i thought were truths
oh well.. thats human nature.

gotta try to be a better person.