the sky was crystal clear and eggshell blue
the sun shone with golden warmth
yet it was freezing!

it is officially summertime

i feel jetlagged over daylight savings =p
i lost only an hour yet that one hour threatens to overturn my already shaky sleeping patterns
slept late, woke up way too late...
how am i ever going to sleep tonight?

life outside the paradigm

its funny how people resist change..
no matter how miniscule and irrelevant it is

to be human is to continually change

we adjust, adapt, evolve

at the end of the day, who we were at the beginning, what we were in the beginning isn't the same as how or what we are in the end

surfing through the tide of information and the empirical
we are created
creatures of construction
and just as we construct new institutional and paradigmal creatures
we recreate ourselves

thats the beauty
in never really knowing someone
everyday is a day of discovery
finding something new to love, to appreciate
thats the real meaning of acceptance

If this isn't love

today is a great day
this weekend has been good
but today (Brunei time) is special

one special person is all it takes

我没有他不行

i thank Allah for this day,
for this one day,
for this one life that made mine infinitely brighter

我最的爱

damn

i come home...

i'm not fine

on my desk is a newspaper..
the words that stand out are.. who you gonna call?

....

i have no one to call

a spiral downwards

i clutch my head

how can this happen..
how could this get so far?

i don't know