a concentrated phenomenon based on vague motives

life seems unreal lately...
a return to drifting through life with no real aims apart from immediate survival
a wake up (usually late), eat (sometimes), go to class, do the readings, watch stuff online, chat, go to sleep and then go on repeat.
I've become an adept at escaping from reality
essentially running away
at the end of the day that is where my concentration and consciousness lies... unreality
however, i have had a few revelations which may seem at odds with this unreal state:
i hate inward-thinking, the world is global ppl and we need to think beyond the tiny territory of comfort which we call home and realize that there is a big world out there holding many possibilities and opportunities to be experienced; only in such a way will we be able to break free from the prevailing stasis and starting moving forward.
we truly are an MTV society, where all we think about (in relation to the rest of the world) are parties, drinking and drugs.
There is a real lack of awareness to worldwide events. Thinking that if it doesn't affect you directly it doesn't matter is wrong and you will probably be proved wrong to the detriment of society.
Even in my fog of unreality i realize and stretch my awareness..
haha u could say my consciousness stretches across dimensions.. (geeky =S)
I wanna get out there... i wanna live my life... i wanna stretch my boundaries and go beyond my comfort zone..
who's joining me? =p

-dissatisfaction is the state of the day-